Appearance is a curse, really. Have you seen beautiful people, who are truly happy? Me, no.
But all the people, who knew me, always told me I`m too beautiful to be happy. And it`s not strange, because I am former Russian model. But myself, I never thought about me as about very beautiful person. I considered myself average woman, and always tried to fill up my inner and spiritual life with knowledge and sense.
My female friends often were envious about my appearance, especially when we were younger. A lot of people said that men are afraid to get to know me, because I am looking too "complicated". Haha! I don`t care now, because my age is the best. You understand that appearance is basically nothing.
I was happy in my life and as well as sad. All I can say - your life is what you think about it. That`s it!
I am very optimistic about finding my future partner and that`s why I am sure I will be happy with him, despite of all troubles and obstacles.
Beschreibung eines idealen Partners(einer idealen Partnerin):
My ideal partner is just my type of person. We share almost same energy, we have a lot in common (we can figure this out in letters), we have similar goals to achieve together.
My ideal partner is actually partner in crime, in everything we do, in everything we believe, first best friend and then lover.